It's really snowing pretty outside right now, and the this house is so cold, even though I keep on turnin the heater way up, nothing is really working!! Oh well..atleast i got my cute and cozy toe socks on....
you are so jealous right? lol I love these toe socks!! I need to get some more pairs!!
Im talking to John right now, Well i was talking to him, but since the last message I sent he hasn't replied. I re-added him. After he asked me if I was pissed at him, for something he had no intention of doing. If we don't talk we don't talk, Im not going to care or put anymore feelings into anything between him and I, because I just don't want to waste my time and get even more hurt. I'll talk to him and be friends with him, but Im not going to allow my self to let it go further than that, unless he proves him self to be the real deal.
Im waiting for Steve to call or come online, He's been calling every day lately, well every other day, I think i've grown use to him calling :) So yesterday he told me that no one cares about him, and I said what about me, and he goes "well you dont act like you care"...wtf? I had people that make assumptions ( shuttup, i know i do the same thing, but i hate my self alot of the times, so it's okay ), well speak of the devil..lol he just popped on msn...his name is Suicidal Failure...nice name i know...
I had this dream about Jim last night, My brother and a few of his friends, beat the shit out of him, it was good :) I woke up with a smile...hehe My friend told me to post all the ways to contact Jim so you can fill his life full of hate mail..lol but i was thinkin, hmmm...that might be a tad bit childish, right?..but than i was thinking..I am a tad bit childish at times...lol [email protected] is his one email, and his aol name. Than there is [email protected] which of course is his email, and he uses that for MSN as well :) So if you want to send him anything, please feel free!! His name is James Hale and he lives in Columbus Ohio, he is a worthless fuck, that lies, has a wife and 2 kids, and possibly a bunch of other girlfriends. I wish i still had his phone number :) i'd give that out too..
I just realized what day it was, and instantly started to cry...wow...in 2 days it'll be the 4th..Dec 4th...2 years ago on the 4th I was raped, I really hope that I dont do what i did last year...*sigh*
Goddess Bless Everyone
P.S. I got a new layout w/ a great piece of artwork from Hieronymous Bosch, someone I admire more than anything, I have a few posters of his Hieronymous's prints, this being one of them!!
11:16 p.m. - 12.02.2002
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