So I added a section for diary reviews, thought I dont know when Im going to take the time to get reviewed, I just figured I would make a section, for when I do get reviewed. Make's sense doesn't it?
So I made a new ring last night the Hieronymous Bosch ring. I've decided Im going to make alot of rings, as soon as I find some rings to make! Before I had a gold account, I always thought about the rings I wanted to join, but no one had thought to make them, but NOW im running a damn blank as to what I would have wanted. My damn short term memory, what can I say?
I also made a survey, it's one of those mindless info surveys! Where I ask pointless questions, and what people to answer them, it's a ploy to get more people to read my diary, cause im needy like that!!
Im also fixing up my cast page. It isn't done yet, but Im fixing it, Im adding Steve on there, Jayce and John, and fixing some of the other things. Me and John are talking again. Which i said last night Here is part of are convo we had last night.
Angelic Scars : i just figured you didn't want to talk to me
anymore
Dickhead : if i didnt i would of said something
Angelic Scars : well most people lie and bull shit me..
Dickhead : i have no reason to
Angelic Scars : im sure most people don't really have a reason
to, other than to hurt people for shits and giggles
Dickhead : not me
Angelic Scars : well like i said, i figured you had your time
w/ me...and felt like movin on
Dickhead : if that was the case id be man enough to say so
Angelic Scars : alright then, i figured id re-add you
Dickhead : K, thanx
Angelic Scars :im sorry i over-reacted and shit...but i have
alot going on...i've been sick, and just
seems that everyone lies to me anymore..
Dickhead : well i got no reason to lie to you so dont think i
am .....i got a job interview tomorrow!!!!!! so maybe i can start showing you
soon that im serious
Angelic Scars : That's good, I hope your interview goes okay...I
didn't think you were lying to me, i just thought you were ignoring me for some
reason...thought maybe you found someone better
Dickhead : well if that was the case id tell you that also...i
dont like to hurt people unless they need it
Angelic Scars : i have alot of expiernce of being hurt, and hurt
often
Dickhead : well thats not me....
Angelic Scars : i didn't say it was, just when i have alot going
wrong around me, i tend to think the worst about everything
Dickhead : yeah i get that way some times too
Angelic Scars : so than i think everything is bad, and i get
down about my self too..
DickHead : well just dont take it out on me unless i deserve
it please
Angelic Scars : alright I wont unles you deserve it
I believe him in some ways, but than there is this massive part of me that's so very scared, that he's going to break my heart.
I added some new lyrics on here Always by Saliva, and than I added a new poem Demons of the Past which is something I wrote in 2000, It's one of my favorites. I had to fix my computer, and I lost all of John's pictures, which pissed me off. So now i got to email him and tell him to re-send me some pics of him lol..I had them saved on my dad's computer as well, but when i was pissed off at him, i deleted them...heh
It's like 5 degree's outside right now, It's so cold!! Well I think im going to go work on some designs for Vikki Designs, Im not real sure yet though cause Im not real sure if i feel up to it or not!! But I'll play it by ear, than Im going to go look for some diary review sites, and check them out and all that.
Goddess Bless Everyone
11:35 a.m. - 12.03.2002
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