The Family and Some Non-Family!
Me : What kind of cast would it be without me in it? The most important part of this diary, since I'm the author. What can I say about me? I'm manic, I'm psycho at times, I'm insecure, I'm tormented, I'm a cutter, I've been abused, I'm me, and you ether love me, or you hate me, there is no in between. |
Mom : Obviously my mom, me and her have are moments where we love eachother and we hate eachother, and i write about her alot because we fight alot. But i love her, and she is my best friend...despite the trouble we have from time to time!! |
Dad : Obviously my dad, me and him get along great, im his only daugther, and he has been known to spoil me pretty bad and that starts the fights with me and my mom, but i love him more than anything! I dont know what i would do if my father wasn't in my life, i dont know how i'll take him ever leaving me..lol |
Jeff : My twin brother, who is one of the 2 most important men in my life ( next to my father ). I love my twin brother with all my heart because he is half of me, we were born together, we were in the womb together, we share this special relationship for the shear fact that we are twins. |
Greg: This is my 29 year old brother, Greg. Sometimes he annoys the hell out of me to where I want to choke the life out of him, but sometimes we are like the best of friends. All and all he's my brother and I love him. |
Steve : This is my 32 year old brother Steve! I adore him, we use to fight all the time, than he met his wife and we started to get along like best friends. He lives in New Mexico at the moment, and I miss him terribly. |
Lisa: This is my Sister-in-law Lisa (Steve's Wife). I've always wanted a sister and I could have not asked for a better one than Lisa. Her and my brother are perfect for eachother, and she is the reason why he is so happy. I really love her, and I'm so glad we get along. |
Luc : This is my first nephew Luc. I adore him and I just love him so much sometimes I can hardly believe it. The sad thing is, that I don't get to see him as much as I would like to, since he lives in New Mexico. But I get to see him in pictures all the time, and when I do see him I hold him and never want to put him down. He is so important to me. |
Aunt Debbie : This is one of my mom's baby sisters Debbie, i love her like a 2nd mom, she is my favorite aunt and we get along great. Im alot like her, atleast that's what everyone tells me..lol She is beautiful and i adore her, and she is like a best friend as well, i know that if i ever need to talk, i can go to her.. |
Grandma Mary : This is my dad's Mom!! I adore her, I spent the first years of my life growing up with her in our house. She spoiled the hell out of me, and still does. I do not know what I'm going to do without her in my life, when the time comes for her to pass away. It will KILL Me. |
Grandpa Norm : This is my mom's Dad! I love him because I have to, because he's my blood and my grandfather. But I DO Not like him a whole lot of the time. He's one of the biggest assholes I know, and I've known a lot of assholes! He was recently married to a bitch I like to call Jean. He replaced my dead grandma, with her. |
Jean : This is my Grandfathers wife, otherwise known as the bitch who he replaced my dead grandmother with. I do not like her, she attempts to come off to me like she is my new grandmother and I have to put her in her place often! She will never be anything to me, or any of the family for that matter. |
Nicole : This is my twin brother's girlfriend. She is beyond beautiful and sometimes I wonder how he got a girl like her! They use to be best friends and now they are pretty much on the path to marriage. She is intelligent and beyond nice, and my brother is truly a lucky man! I cannot wait till she becomes my next sister-in-law! |
Mandi ( phreakette ): This is my best friend who currently resides in South Caroline. I met her 6 years ago in a chat room called wbs! She is one of the few people in this world that I trust, and I owe her so much. So many times she has pulled me out of a funk! She is like my long lost twin sister, and we are so much a like it's scary. I do not know what I would do without her! |
John : This is the love of my life, my boyfriend. I'm completely committed to this man and I know I am going to spend the rest of my life with him. Right now he's in jail, so we are currently just waiting out his sentence. He has already done a year flat, and he might be up for parole soon, but if not I guess we are looking at 2005 for him to be out, hopefully. He just needs to stay out of trouble! But I mean he's my whole world and we've had a lot of ups and downs in our relationship and if you've read this diary you've known that but I think we are finally on the right track. I love him, more than I ever thought I could possibly could. |
Steve T. : This is another ex boyfriend, turned friend. For a while we talked about getting back together, but it's just never the right time for the both of us, so we just stay friends. I haven't heard from him for a while now, and I'm kinda worried about him. He was going through some hard times with his newest child's (he has 2 sons) mother, so I hope everything is okay with him. |
Jayce ( tattooed1488 ) : This is Jayce. He has current become one of my best friends. I can trust him with anything and I know that he'll always be there for me. It's hard to believe that I haven't even known him a year, because it feels like I've known him all my life. Right now he's the only good thing I have going on in my life. |
Cloudy : This is my best friend Cloudy. Even though I am pissed off at him right now, and I have not made the attempt to contact him in jail for some time now, he's still my best friend. I am sure that I will forgive him in the future when he learns how to GROW UP. But I still love him, and he's still an important part of my life, even if he's a jerk right now. |
R.J. ( tattooedtrash ) : This is my tattooed phreak of a friend. I think he's very very sexy, and despite how mean he looks, he is a pretty decent guy. I meet him on WBS (the same place I found my best friend Mandi, so it's pretty cool that I am still talking to him, usually people get old to me after a while! |
Ryan ( prodajea ) : Yet another person I got to know thanks to WBS. He was a really big sweetheart with a lot of emotional problems due to women. He's a big younger than me, but I got a long with him pretty well. He's got amazing writing skills, and his poetry and rhymes are just unbelievable. He's just really talented, and always a great person to talk to. |
Ty ( keeperofsoulls ) : This is another great guy, his brother Kevin (who is under the asshole section) is obviously one of the worst mistakes in my life. But I am grateful for Ty's friendship. He's been there for me countless times, and it's hard to believe we never really liked eachother much before me and Kevin happened. We use to hate eachother to put it nicely!! He's a great friend now, and I'm glad I have him in my life. |
LCL : This is the man that hurt me the worst in my whole life. I wasted so many god damn years on this man it was pointless. He controlled my mind, and my body and he hurt me in so many damn ways. He was just the worst mistake I have ever made, but I can't say I regret him because to be honest, the pain he inflicted on me, only made me stronger. |
Jeff E ( hardtimez ) : Another person to have met on WBS. Though he wasn't one of the good ones that I met on WBS. So many years wasted on this man, so many lies being told. He hurt me pretty bad too, and played so many fucking games. I thought I was in love with him, and I thought he was the best thing in the world. I was truly fucked in the head for ever believing that. |
Jordan ( gothboi420 ) : This guy is an asshole, and one of the few people in my life I can completely say I hate. He lied to me often, cheated on me often, fucked with my head often and I stayed around for to damn long. I would get smart and leave him, and than he would come with this sob story and drag me right back to him. He seriously hurt me and just broke me in two. I didn't love him, I thought I did but I didn't. He just fucking broke my world apart and I seriously hate him. |
Kevin : Lies, Lies and more Lies. That pretty much sums up Kevin. He lied about being in the service, when he said that was the reason why he was a way all the time. When all and all, he lied to me about the fact that he was still married, and had not divorced yet and that when he was gone all that time he was going back to California to be with his wife and kids. They are divorced now, and he thinks that I should just forget all the lies, hah! |
Sommer ( was captivated- ) : Sommer is amazing! She is a very talented writer, she make's me laugh and she is a great friend. I am glad that she was on Diaryland so we got the chance to get to know one another. I know we would have had a good time at Cedar Point together if she would have came, and well if I would have lasted. Seriously if you are blessed with her friendship, than you understand why I respect her as much as I do. She can always put a smile on my face, usually with some sort of smart ass comment. She is truly a beautiful person! |
Beth ( blue-candy-b ) : I cannot say enough good things about Beth. She is truly amazing, and beautiful. I've read her diary for sometime now and her pride and who she is is inspiring. She has lost a lot of weight, and just looks even more amazing then before. She is truly a great person, and her diary is a great read, and a person I am glad to call a friend!! |
Shannon ( celtickatt ) : I cannot say enough good things about Shannon, for one she is amazingly beautiful! She is such an excellent writer and I find my self truly drawn to reading her diary. I can go without reading many people diaries for sometime on my buddylist and manage to catch up after a day. I cannot go without reading Shannon's diary after everytime she updates because her diary is that powerful! I am so glad I have been blessed with her friendship, she is truly an amazing person. |
Michelle ( emogrrrl ) : This girl is amazing, and she is the one that made me come back to diaryland as angelicscars, when I completely just wanted to walk away from everything due to troubles I was having. She is a great person, an even better friend, and an even better writer. I am blessed with her friendship, and she blessed me with my gold account, and I love her for it. |
Hilary ( enchancea ) : There are not enough words I could put down to talk about Hilary. She is truly an amazingly beautiful person. Her writing is amazing, and I think her looks are outstanding. I love to read her diary, because I sometimes feel the same exact way she does. I am very glad to have found her on diaryland (well she more found me than I found her). She is truly an amazing person, and I very much adore her. |
Alicia ( was imnotblind ). : Alicia is an amazing writer first and foremost, but she is even more amazing when it comes to designs. She is truly a beautiful and wonderful person that deserves the best out of life, and I hope that she gets it. She is a great friend and just a great person all together. She use to be at diaryland, but she now has her own personal domain, which is what I have linked to, so if you haven't checked her out yet, than I suggest you do! You will not be disappointed. |
Lissy ( sheblogs ) : Lissy is just a great girl, she is amazing when it comes to writing and I have been addicted to her diary for sometime now. She is an amazing girl, who is beautiful on the inside and out and deserves all the happiness in the world. She gets hurt a lot and that's a damn shame, I wish nothing but happiness for her. I am grateful to have found a friend like her! Her diary is locked, so you pretty much have to contact her if you want to read and see what make's her so amazing.< |
Aimee ( prncsaimee ) : Aimee is so beautiful and a truly amazing writer! I love to read her diary, and there needs to be more diaries out there like hers. She is also a very amazing person, and an even better mother!! I think that you are really missing out if you do not read her diary. I am seriously glad to call her my friend, and I have truly been blessed since she has came into my life. |
Steph ( was alk3holic ) : This is Steph, she rocks my world! She is extremely beautiful for one, and just an amazing person! I love her to death and she is one of the greatest friends I have found on diaryland. She is no longer on diaryland, she is over at livejournal! Which I linked to her new site instead of her old diaryland one, so if you want to check her out I suggest you should. She is truly an amazing person, and you are missing out if you have not read her diary. |
4:10 p.m. - 11.01.2002
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